Oh, I can distract myself by thinking? It's weird, but thinking through distressing horror actually makes it less stressful than avoiding it. "This then this then this then this and then I can get to sleep with a 'full' seven hours tonight!"

You're probably right, though, that most people absolutely don't want to think about The Terror. Oh! Another thing, I work on a production line and I spend basically all day at work thinking about ways to improve my work station or overall productivity/quality - but other people try as hard as they can to not to think about work and to distract themselves with literally anything else. I can't help it!