▲ 123 ▼ Currently 2nd month on a break. (programming.dev) submitted 7 months ago by KernelTale@programming.dev to c/egg_irl@lemmy.blahaj.zone 33 comments fedilink hide all child comments Lynee from Genshin Impact fan art: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/lyney--74872412550593991/ Image I was not able to trace to its origin: https://wallhaven.cc/w/2emr8x
[–] edg@lemmy.world 4 points 7 months ago (1 child) Been toying with the idea of an E trial period. What kind of permanent changes occurred after 6 weeks? 🫂 Best of luck figuring things out permalink fedilink source parent hideshow 2 child comments replies: [–] KernelTale@programming.dev [S] 4 points 7 months ago (1 child) Easy to hide breast buds. I wouldn't really recommend it. I didn't really have dysphoria until then. I just wanted to look more feminine and it would be easier for me to wear what I want. Now I have biochemical dysphoria and even though I like my body more I have a hard time figuring out my goals. Use it as a reassurance that it is what you want, not to find out. Also the mental recoil of pausing for the next month or even longer can be extremely severe and in my case even suicidal. permalink fedilink source parent hideshow 2 child comments replies: [–] edg@lemmy.world 2 points 7 months ago Sorry you're going through that. You've got this 🫂. I know what I want but what I struggle with is whether I want it badly enough to blow up my life. A friend who has fully transitioned raves about the positive mental changes from E and that's what I've wanted to experience even more than physical changes. permalink fedilink source parent
[–] KernelTale@programming.dev [S] 4 points 7 months ago (1 child) Easy to hide breast buds. I wouldn't really recommend it. I didn't really have dysphoria until then. I just wanted to look more feminine and it would be easier for me to wear what I want. Now I have biochemical dysphoria and even though I like my body more I have a hard time figuring out my goals. Use it as a reassurance that it is what you want, not to find out. Also the mental recoil of pausing for the next month or even longer can be extremely severe and in my case even suicidal. permalink fedilink source parent hideshow 2 child comments replies: [–] edg@lemmy.world 2 points 7 months ago Sorry you're going through that. You've got this 🫂. I know what I want but what I struggle with is whether I want it badly enough to blow up my life. A friend who has fully transitioned raves about the positive mental changes from E and that's what I've wanted to experience even more than physical changes. permalink fedilink source parent
[–] edg@lemmy.world 2 points 7 months ago Sorry you're going through that. You've got this 🫂. I know what I want but what I struggle with is whether I want it badly enough to blow up my life. A friend who has fully transitioned raves about the positive mental changes from E and that's what I've wanted to experience even more than physical changes. permalink fedilink source parent