When I was a teenager, I went to church, and almost every ‘Christian’ there was a complete asshole. What makes it worse is that they try to justify it. This honestly made me think that if God and Satan were real, I’d want to know Lucifer’s story. Maybe he’s not actually ‘evil.’
Sethian gnosticism. You beheld the demiurge and stopped short before seeing the light of the pleroma. You're not wrong, but there's a few more steps on the path yet.