I keep mine usually half opened or half closed... Really depends on who you ask though

Brooklyn 99 is definitely one of my all time favorites

Having a pattern finding machine between your ears that desperately tries to find meaning/reason/purpose in a meaningless universe

Homework by daft punk had a kinda huge impact on french house

Music, walking and cats :3

Paulaner Spezi and walking around outside at night while listening to music

Patterns in licenseplates For example this one:

I have been listening to Twenty One Pilot's new album Breach a lot (Tally is such a banger, well all the songs are imo) And I discovered NMZS (rip 🖤) for myself this year and honestly I don't know how/if I would have gotten through some of the rough patches without it...

Also want to mention Worlds (Porter Robinson) and Greatest Hits Vol. 1 (Area 21) ohhh and I rediscovered Random Access Memories (Daft Punk)

Like two weeks ago with my younger brother when I was staying at my parents' places

Objectively I may be doing better than my past self idk, but I guess I'm not really comparing myself to my past self but to my expected/full potential version of myself (if that makes sense) and I expect a lot of me. Also mentally I'm doing a lot worse than past me.

I lean more towards absurdism than nihilism but lately it's easily 8/10