Ok so I have trouble planning for the future because I often feel disconnected from myself and overwhelmed by intense emotions and reactions, but a caravan on a piece of land looks accessible enough even from me.

Still living with my parents in a very beautiful place already in the countryside, and I don't know if this desire of moving out is coming from a real necessity or from the fake thought that it might actually finally "solve my problems"..

What I notice is that when I'm out of home I usually just feel better for whatever reason: more stable, no doomscrolling on the internet, less dissociation, less debilitating thoughts, I just generally feel better.

As long as I can have food and a shelter, and I'm outdoors, perhaps with animals, I generally feel "good enough". i don't care about having a lot of stuff, and I genuinely feel that I would feel better without an internet connection at all, I can also drop my car as long as I can reach basic necessities with my bike, I don't care about traveling or money, status or career, as long as I can do something good for myself and others, I feel happy.

So I would love to know if you have some experience with this kind of life, if it ended up suiting you, if you just felt like me in the past and if the only constant in your life is chaos, or if all of this is just a fake dream.. I don't wanna do all of this just to say "oh, there we go again", and realize to late that I'm not actually making improvements from my current condition.

. I love my family, and if I could I would make all the changes I dream about here around them, but they have their opinions and interests of course, so I kinda feel stuck, despite all..

Generally looking for insights more from a psychological point of view.

 

Regardless of the distribution, would it be possible to have a phone that can be simplified to include only the features you want? For example, I would only want a calendar, notes, a calculator, calls and messages. I wouldn’t want a browser, an app store or any other way to easily install them. Is this possible on a Linux mobile distro? Does it require a lot of work, like making a specific distro for it?

Linux feels like a great option for this because it can leave enough freedom to dumb down what you don't need while also keeping a big level of customization, not everyone needs are the same regarding to dumbphones

 

Regardless of the distribution, would it be possible to have a phone that can be simplified to include only the features you want? For example, I would only want a calendar, notes, a calculator, calls and messages. I wouldn't want a browser, an app store or any other way to easily install them. Is this possible on a Linux mobile distro? Does it require a lot of work, like making a specific distro for it?

 

Is there something like XDA or a sub specifically for linux phones? Where should I look for when looking on information and conversations specifically on this stuff? Looking online info seems pretty fragmented and hard to find, should I look into specific distros forums/chats? Isn't there some sort of forum aggregating everything on Linux on mobile?

[–] [S] 3 points 3 months ago (2 children)

I was actually thinking about this, oneplus 6/6T seems to be well supported by ubuntu touch, mobian and postmarket os, and it can be pretty cheap compared to new linux first devices! But the non-replaceable battery is a pain in the ass, didn't know about the oled thing, will keep in mind...

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  • [–] [S] 2 points 4 months ago (1 child)

    Ehy! Little update: I actually tried to do a small dose balancing with cbd, after learning that the stuff we had till the 90s was definitely not the stuff we have today (20-30% of THC) but rather something more similar to a 5%, with a ratio THC:CBD 1:3 or even higher on the cbd side. Edibles were probably usually consumed with sosages up to 5mg of THC which was well balanced by cbd as explained before.

    So I simply tried to honor what the wild plant would contain and did some edibles with very low THC (2.5-3mg) and ratio 1:3 with cbd. It worked wonderfully.

    The feeling is definitely different from a microdose, but you do get some of the benefits. It is physically similar, and you get some of the mind space, but it feels like less creative/less novelty seeking mechanism, but can be helpful, iI feel like for me it can work on short term but cannot do it for weeks and keep achieving good results like with psychedelics.

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  • [+] [S] -8 points 4 months ago* (4 children)

    I believed we were better than Reddit.. I truly believe this should be a BASIC feature. On Reddit you have to manually delete every single post, if you forget to do that basically your entire posts and comments history will be online forever..

    I know there's still internet archive ecc ecc ecc, but still I believe this should just be an activitypub feature, not something to be managed by single platforms.

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  • [–] 9 points 5 months ago (1 child)

    I have tried every possible set up, I've got to say that the best one so far for me is sychthing + Koreader: dead simple, no databases, synchs annotations and highlights as well, books are simply epub files + metadata.

    Aka no dealing with exports, database corruption or stuff like that.

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    From James Fadiman's book on microdosing:

    To speak about “microdosing” cannabis (marijuana) is a misuse of the term. The mechanisms, biology, and effects of cannabis are unique, complex, and powerful, but it does not resemble microdosing substances nor does its use provide the same range of benefits. Microdosing specifically refers to taking very small amounts of a psychedelic on a specific schedule over a number of weeks. The same term applied to taking a little bit of cannabis has nothing to do with actual microdosing. The effects and benefits of cannabis are totally different from the effects of psychedelics. Cannabis—the whole plant and a number of its different alkaloids—has been used successfully as a medication for many conditions. Good books on “medical marijuana” are available.1 Cannabis acts on and through the endocannabinoid system and affects the brain, body, and whole being differently than substances like LSD and psilocybin. Cannabis generally impedes neuroplasticity rather than enhances it. Brumback et al. (2016) conclude that “THC appears to block synaptic plasticity and neurogenesis”—the exact opposite of microdosing’s effects. Conor Murray’s 2024 research, discussed here, showed that LSD increased neural complexity, but THC did not. Cannabis is generally not taken with any standard protocol (days on/days off). People report “microdosing” cannabis throughout the day. None of this is microdosing. Moreover, THC is fat soluble and stores in the body’s fatty tissues and is detectable weeks after one stops using it. LSD and psilocybin are gone from the body within a day or so. Effective protocols are not possible because of this persistence. Conscious use of very small amounts of cannabis can be a rewarding experience or valuable practice, but it’s not microdosing.

    I was wondering what would be the use of smaller doses of THC, like 1-4mg, maybe balanced with CBD, I am completely out of the topic of medical marijuana but seeing the improvements it did on me on a casual trial, I was wondering if any of you knew more about this!

    [–] 5 points 5 months ago* (last edited 5 months ago) (2 children)

    After how much time? I was banned because of using third party client, I did the kyc process at the time because I wanted to delete the account but still I could not access...

    It's been years for me and they didn't delete it yet.

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  • [–] 2 points 5 months ago

    I thought about this multiple times, I've went digital minimalist and it partially is better, you just unlock so much space and mind relax once you are a few days without an internet connection. But I think that's not enough. And the internet today is shit, like every communication media, if it isn't permeated by enough novelty it starts being in control of the few and it starts entering game powers and becoming shit. Think of printed press, radio, TV: all great inventions but they all eventually just lost their original empowering and sharing purpose and became redundant stuff, getting worse and worse, more and more controlled, less and less free and reachable.

    And this is happening to the internet as well, it's not a novelty, it's just that we've grown up with it, and as the tool is new its way of getting out of reach is new as well, and there aren't worthy alternatives yet, at least not so used that you can even build very effective communities / new medias of communication on. It's not even internet fault, it's human fault. We love power games and control so much that we end up using our tools to destroy ourselves instead of empowering ourselves, that's not a technological problem, that's a cultural one. We are stressed animals, we've been like that for centuries.

    I am also very very very, and I mean very tired. Every business wants to enter social medias, and every person who joins social medias ends up becoming the same: they want more, more followers, more attention, more posts. People are starting to lose actual human contact and interactions, even sex is starting to be more about a screen than body on body.

    We have AMAZING tools. Internet is amazing, AI is amazing. We could solve so much of the world's problems if we used them the right way, but we didn't. We like becoming stale, we like to avoid novelty, to avoid connection, we are sick and stressed. We simply focus on the wrong things. All the time.

    I mean think how software just progresses better if it's open source, think about Linux, it's just an open, novelty seeking OS. Even Linux Torvalds said that every kind of locking development with licenses, every kind, even GNU licenses that made illegal to close source the code, was detrimental to the development, he was an advisor of completely open licenses as MIT. And that's because he loved what he was doing, and loved that the code was completely accessible and most companies originally were selling support, not their code.

    Proprietary platforms mask the same ways to profit on you as novelty accessibility. They lock down their code and they make it stale, the problem is not even they wanna profit from it, it's they wanna subtly profit on you without you being completely aware on what they are doing (whether we can still debate if money is a good way to exchange value between people). It's they wanna play tricks on you. It's okay if you sell a platform to someone for a service in exchange, it's not okay to strongly push people on it, locking their machines down, closing down hardware and software on a single platform, influencing the politics, people's view of reality, actively destroying alternatives, for selling your product.

    They all knew what they were doing, but they saw the profits and started to ignore everything else.

    Power makes people sick, power is our problem, the concept of power is something typical of a carnivorous animal when it predates other animals, or in hierarchical structures all deriving from the stress of the animal about not being able to satisfy its needs. And being so aggressive towards our own species to the point of creating institutions made specifically for that purpose is something that can arise just from a highly stressed species. We ignored the existing networks in nature and ignored that real harmony can be found in relationships that are more similar to symbiosis, not to predation. We are definitely capable of satisfying our basic needs as a collective species thanks to all our technologies, but we did never seek for balance, we seek for power. Instead of accepting death and pain we started to reject them, and in that process we created way worse pain and more death, and we became blind to beauty. Sometimes somehow we seem to realize it and create better situations, but history teaches that we always come back, it's a cycle.

    I don't even think this can be solved by human beings unless we somehow change our brains, the alternative is some sort of external entity interacting with us, something that can be incredibly fast and distributed. Otherwise, with the help of our beloved technology, we've happily became so powerful that we can destroy ourselves.

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  • [–] 15 points 5 months ago (4 children)

    That's something to do while we still can, Instagram doesn't let me delete my own account :/ Tried reaching the support multiple times, I've been completely ignored

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  • [–] 1 point 6 months ago (1 child)

    Oh well all of this explains why I sometimes get instagram ADS which are relevant to me on my work phone even if I looked for stuff on my PC browser or smartphone (all using adblocks, deegogled android, private DNS, tracker blockers, private browsers and other preventive measures).

    I didn't realize they could literally track you probabilistically or they could tie different devices to you..

    So essentially if I use my amazon account on the same PC (or on a device tied to me) that I use for looking at "cat food" I am screwed and they will know I have a cat and amazon will start advertising cat stuff to me?

    I did know they tracked you, but I thought it had to be a consistent set of datas: accounts, unprotected browsing, keeping cookies for a long time etc etc.. I didn't know they could probabilistically try to catch you nor that they could so reliably tie devices togheter.. I would like to know more about what they can actually do and what are preventive measures that actually works..

    For example: can they (and how) get over tracker blockers? VPNs? Proxies? Private DNS? Degoogled devices/Linux?

    What I've got to do if I want to be on the internet preserving my privacy? Should I literally stop using the internet? Should I use devices on which I do not login on a normal account ever and just use my self hosted stuff or the federated web?

    And what about all the data they already have on me, it will be their's forever??

    This is getting ridiculous, we need new solutions, the internet as we now know it is completely screwed.

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    Every atp command returns an avalanche of errors, I freed up some space but the package management stuff seems gone and I can't seem to fix it. Should I fresh install?

    SOLUTION: Okay first of all thanks to all the people who replied to me and pointed me to the right direction, the issue was I was having full disk space and missing a few apt libraries which prevented the commands to run succesfully. I solved by freeing up some space, chrooting inside my corrupted environment from a live USB (there's plenty of guides online on how to do this correctly), I downloaded (from debian package search) and installed manually with dpkg a few packages: apt-transport-https, curl, and libnettle8t64 which apt-transport-https required and which was the one actually solving the problem. After that apt --fix-broken install could run succesfully and every further apt command worked without issues, upgraded the system and now it is booting fine! Again, thank you so much @mumblerfish@lemmy.world, @utopiah@lemmy.ml @hendrik@palaver.p3x.de, @ThanksForAllTheFish@sh.itjust.works, @BassTurd@lemmy.world, @IsoKiero@sopuli.xyz !

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    After spending 200$ for a supposedly premium Philips blender which broke in less than one year after having been sent to assistance, having parts replaced and broken again, been repaired by me and after I spent thousands of swear and curses, I am really this ' ' close to smashing it with an hammer and crucifying it to scare the other Philips products away from my kitchen.

    Since those were 200$ wasted, and my parents and grandparents kitchen stuff worked sometimes for 30 years before breaking, where can I get my grandparents gear? Should I just resort to smashing vegetables and fruits by hand with stones?

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