Fuck Netflix and Spotify though

what's fucked up .. is the only reason I'm still here is literally because of my mother and pets. without them, I just don't see the point.

What if my mom is my enemy?

Q-tip in the ear feels that good to people?

• Friendships- getting to experience life through their stories and having someone to share your own
• children - watching them grow, observe and learn their world. My daughter called the moving sidewalk at the airport today “the travelator”
• travel - experiencing life, architecture and food from a different culture’s perspective are some of the best parts of living
• stories - you have Netflix on there, but I’d add to finish that long form podcast or that good book
• volunteering - use acts of service to serve yourself. You’ll have people who rely on you. Also helps with garnering a few friendships.
• Hobbies - that ruby throated hummingbird needs you to keep filling up the feeder. Why is it still here in late fall anyway? Maybe it knows you need it too.

If it helps, I’m not some happy bunny traipsing through the tulips of life. I’ve been severely depressed before. I was so depressed that I dropped out of university at one point and it took me nearly 10 years to return to get a degree. I was so depressed after my SO left me 4 months after I thought she was the one and moved away from everything I knew for her, that I laid in bed for half a year. I was so depressed when I just worked and rarely, if ever, dated for 3 years in my late 20s - I ended up quitting my job and moving, which led to me learning my passion for long distance cycling, new friends and renewed career opportunities.

It does get better if you let it, if you will it even, and sprinkled with little bit of luck when those opportunities present themselves.

Nothing pushes me closer to suicide (not very at the moment) quite like lists like this that suck.

Like damn, when you put it like that it REALLY isn't worth it huh.

Get your new music from somewhere better tho, like community radio. Found so many new and local artists recently from doing this. And it's great because you find out about upcoming gigs that are usually cheap coz the acts are small.

I really can't put into words the satisfaction of stepping on crunchy leaves.

As a coinessuer though, the leaf depicted is not a crunchy one.

The simple fact I'm still around is a monument to spite

Literally just to feed pet. By the time they pass, I'll be ready to leave myself cuz I really don't foresee not being homeless in 10 years or less.

mom would be sad

Good

It wont get better, but spite sounds like a good reason.

don't put qtip in your ear youre gonna push wax back into your ear

I’ll add one: to appreciate the beauty of life itself, or in other words: be happy.

That does tie in with the “it gets better” and you’ll have to trust me when I say that happiness can be found.

But for whatever it’s worth, I wasn’t always happy, and I went through very dark places in the past. Yet I found happiness in multiple places and I honestly don’t feel like I need to pretend anymore.

However that might not mean a lot if I didn’t give some pointers to help you find it. To find happiness the best thing you can is to find peace within yourself, which implies becoming at peace with who you are. First of all, don’t let the sadness in the world distract you from your own happiness, because the best way to combat the world’s sadness is by being happy yourself. Then you can become an example for others to become happy too. And second, don’t assume it means nothing. We live in a spiritual place that’s mysterious and wonderful. There’s endless happiness to be found there. If you don’t think that’s true, I believe you owe it to yourself to explore so that you may find it. Because you can. And when you do, things will get better. Trust.

Look at cool bug! Bug cute little many legs smol guy

Qtip, pets, and hate is all I got left

Honestly, spite against a cold and uncaring universe is pretty valid. Living a fulfilling life because oblivion isn't the boss of you and you can do what you want is based.

tacos

Fck pasta, eat banana

Bobby Gaylor - Suicide

TW but along the exact same vein as the post

https://youtu.be/lNVCwdkEYH8