Or conclude that you'll never possibly be able to complete that many tasks and spend the next 6 hours on Urban Dictionary only to learn that a bussy can have rizz and be the drip

And people wonder why I cheat in single player video games!

That's my escapism and wish fulfilment time, don't need it to be as frustratingly difficult as the real world!

Dude I feel you

The general thing with mental illness classification is "does the behaviour have a severe negative impact on your life?" (I know "severe" isn't well-defined either though).

Something like Social Anxiety Disorder is probably the easiest to understand what's meant by "severe". Everyone has some social anxiety (and those that don't are usually socially oblivious) but most people don't have that anxiety stop them from completing necessary everyday tasks like making an appointment for a haircut or going to the grocery store (and make it take a lot of effort to do so when circumstances eventually force you to). It doesn't require the extreme case of some people that can't even leave their house out of that fear, but it has to have an impact.

Not sure if that helps in any way, in the end a professional diagnosis is the only way to really find out.

Oh and you figured how to optimize the process by 10 minutes and figured out a problem you hadn't dealt with before by finding a co-worker's previous document, which only took you 15 minutes. The contractor praises you for the quick turnaround.

I’ve had to tell my manager this. He’s like “no problem set one!” and I had to tell him “I understand this sounds like the worst thing for an employee to say, but I need you to set the deadline and I need you to hold me accountable. I need a tiny bit of external pressure.” He’s been very understanding without micro managing have to give credit