At some point in time, I don't really know when, something snapped in me. I didn't want silent lovers or anybody wanting to possess any aspect of my being.

What I want is to live out my remaining days in total anonymity without anybody having any thoughts of me whatsoever to the point that when I eventually die in my house, it won't even be discovered until my bills have lapsed for a couple months and the police do a wellness check to find my decomposing corpse and can't figure out who the hell I even am beyond a name on a property tax roll.

This is not a death wish. It is a desired retirement from interaction. I'm so so very tired of people.

Lemme comments don't count. I'm just some random username leaving thoughts in a small online journal that others happen to be able to see.