Bipolar isn't so bad: If you're down or manic just be patient and you'll be back to awesome again ๐. It's the promise you must keep to yourself and the older you get the better you'll get at it.
Schizoaffective disorder means that no one has power over you but you. Seriously, other much more sensitive people could off themselves because of something someone said but not you. Your emotional barrier is tough AF. You're incredibly difficult to scam and a social engineer's worst nightmare. You don't fall for emotional trickery.