yeah, dude keep refusing to help yourself and then wonder why in 10 years you're still struggling...
newsflash, you can't built a fulfilling life without wealth. and you can't build other people's lives for them.
and guess what, your very existence comes at the expense of ever blade of grass you've stepped on, every chicken you ate, and etc. that's what life itself is. your little philosophy here basically concludes with 'kill yourself' but that too... will come at the expense of others.
but sure, sit around and don't invest and daydream for the next decade and in 10 years you will still have nothing.