my friends. i was lucky enough to find a group of trans femmes right around when my egg cracked, one of whom i worked with and became my best friend. i wont claim they provide a ton of support, i dont let anyone know the full scope of my problems or get close enough to really support me, but having people there i can spend time with and just be a sympathetic ear or shoulder to cry on helps so much its hard to describe. times are hard right now and not feeling quite so alone is really nice.