Existential dread

Back pain.

the children STILL AWAKE running around upstairs

Which Corporate State I'll have to migrate mt family to after the US is broken up by oligarchs. Then the subsequent Russian landgrab.

Anxiety / stress. Usually it relates to finances either directly or indirectly. I have enough savings to survive few years with zero income but having recently transitioned from employee to being self-employed, there's quite a bit uncertainty about future. I'm not losing any significant amounts of money currently but I'm barely able to save anything either which makes me quite uncomfortable as someone who for the past 10 years has lived well below their means.

Graveyard shift job.

Trouble sleeping…

What doesn't these days?

If we nuke ourselves now, we'll never figure out the mysteries surrounding black holes or the origins of the omg particle

For the Oh-My-God particle hitting a nitrogen nucleus, this gives 2900 TeV, which is roughly 200 times higher than the highest collision energy of the Large Hadron Collider, in which two high-energy particles going opposite directions collide.

The Oh-My-God particle's energy was estimated as (3.2±0.9)×1020 eV, or 51±14 J. Although this amount is phenomenally large for a single elementary particle – far outstripping the highest energy that human technology can generate in a particle – it is still far below the level of the Planck scale, where exotic physics is expected. Though a subatomic particle, its energy was comparable to the gravitational potential energy of a 1 kilogram object that could fall 5 meters off a two-story building

Thinking about how I'm not going to get enough sleep.

Waking up to being taken to a camp because I exist

coffeine

My cat.

My cat. He has no qualms about interrupting my sleep if he wants to play or cuddle.

Viagra

trying to sleep

also, i think you meant for the ask_lemmy sub lol. this one’s for factual questions

The wrong weed.

Insomnia also Balatro

Adderall. When my wife shares one of hers with me because I have a long grueling day. It helps the day but ruins any chance of sleep that night.

Insomnia but lately I've been treating it with weed and it has gone quite well.

YouTube shorts

Mosquitos.

My friends. I seem to have this weird ability where if I start talking to someone, time will go by really fast and then we suddenly realize it's some ungodly hour of the morning.

Stubbornly not taking my antidepressants in the morning, whether relenting later in the day or not. Venlafaxine, how I love thee and thy withdrawals.

bladder

trying to make the biggest financial comeback known to mankind

Anxiety

Your mom.

The demon from the horror movie, Smile (and the sequel Smile 2).

Being awake