"Had to of"

Must have*

parents trying to keep the home livable and keep kids on schedule were probably dealing with their own issues; where do you think yours came from?

I don't say that in a mean way, I simply assert - having seen both sides of the coin - we're all going through our own shit.

Yepp

I feel like I'll never want to have kids because I'd be too scared of being a bad or apathetic parent.

Believe me, it's better for u to listen mum's complaints for a couple years rather than have her put you on psycotherapy and get labelled in the system registry as mentally ill for the rest of your life.