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[–] 16 points 2 years ago (2 children)

I tend to envisage my mindscape as an orchestra. My consciousness is a fictitious conductor. It doesn't exist, but the lie that it does makes it easier to coordinate things between the instruments. In some manner, by acting on that lie, it is no longer a lie.

In this analogy, when the brain hemispheres are separated, then the orchestra is split in 2. Both develop a conductor, to try and remain functional. Neither conductor is the original me, but neither is not me, at the same time. It would be unpleasant for the variant left unable to communicate however.

I've actually experienced something that felt close to this before. A combination of sensory overload, and panic attack. My mind momentarily became completely discordant. As it sorted itself out, my consciousness reasserted itself in several different loci. In effect, my orchestra had 3 different conductors. It took almost a minute for them to stop pulling against each other and meld into 1 again. I have memories of all 3 sides in the 'battle'.

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  • [–] 1 point 2 years ago (1 child)

    Yes sometimes I feel like I can rely on my quiet brain for logical reasoning

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  • [–] 3 points 2 years ago (1 child)

    I can't.

    99% of my mind is emotional or monkey logic. Getting it to accept logic is like trying to tame a bunch of cats. It works, so long as you can feed them enough dopamine. Fail, and they'll want to eat your face.

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  • [–] 5 points 2 years ago (1 child)

    I think that's the human condition. Don't studies show that most decisions are made on emotion and rationalized afterwards?

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  • [–] 3 points 2 years ago

    It’s fast vs slow brain (there is a scientific term for it, don’t remember right now). Fast brain is what kept us alive. What’s that? Tiger! What’s that? Bear! Immediate fight/flight/fornicate decision tree.

    Slow brain helped us build tools and fire.

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