I wish I could, but I can't for the same reason I don't sleep restfully these days. I am currently living in two different states trying to sell my house in one state while packing and painting and fixing everything while simultaneously opening up a new branch for my company halfway across the country and dealing with employees in both states who don't seem to understand I'm only one person, and just a normal human at that, and if that wasn't enough, I'm the type of person who can't say no and I overchieve everything. It's stress but it's the kind of stress I can consider good because the way my brain works If I sit still I might fucking explode. Pretty sure I'm ADD but in a way that I've learned to take advantage of it because I'm not medicated or anything. The plus side is I'm getting ahead in life for once and eventually I will over do it to the point I break down and it all becomes someone else's problem while I chill in the psych ward taking to myself about things that aren't real lol
I exaggerate a bit but I'm fucking wired for sound and no one will stop me because life is short and I've got shit to do. I'm fortunate actually, because I love what I'm doing but it will fucking break me one day if I'm not careful.