Venting is part of therapy. I appreciated it. We are somewhat acquaintances and somewhat strangers which is quite similar to the therapist / patient relationship.

I overshare here and while its a journal it's also because the people close to me have not been good to share with for the most part. They're supportive, but most of them think I should have sucked it up and moved on by now. That's not how dealing with trauma works. Not how the journey of being transgender works. Not how trying to come to terms with having neurodivergences works. Not how being in addiction recovery works. This stuff takes years and we all need people in our lives who have patience to hear us talk about things a lot over and over again. You're welcome to vent and share as much as you feel like in my dms hun. I'm a good ear and I've been to dark places a lot in the past as well. Lots and lots of love.

Waiting for an appointment is torturous. In the meantime keep busy. Have a look on r/miniatures for inspiration.

You have nothing to apologise for. You're human and humans reach out to other humans. hugs

It’s ok. You sometimes need to do it and it also must be hard not having a proper outlet of times. Even I’m guilty of it I have to admit because I bottle it up too much.

You are a wonderful person who also cares about people too and you deserve to be cared about as well.

If you need to talk or vent you can reach out to us.

Hey it's cool to vent on here if you need to. The pitiful amount of therapy covered by Medicare is really some bullshit. One of my kids needed some therapy, has used all his appointments and now we're paying full price until the end of the year. Really needs it, it's not optional, and mental health is priceless, but at the same time there is a price on it that some people can't pay. Constructive venting is therapeutic. Vent away, friend!