Yeah I think I was romanticising a bit. I'm just super anxious about a situation at work that I'm worried is going to blow up in a week or so and I'm anticipating needing a new job in the next couple of weeks. I'm a casual working full time hours but in this economic climate I haven't been able to accrue much savings. So I'm just very stressed out and looking for any solution and thought getting my RSA and going hospo and start studying would be it.