I feel this so much, I think right around my Saturn return all the facades just started to crack, now I'm in my early 30s and I've never been more comfortable with myself and my weirdness. I have really learned to love who I grew up to be and my life is so much better for it. The people who didn't like my fully-actualized self and didn't respect the new boundaries I set eventually just fell out of my life and made room for some incredible people. Sending all of you so much love and blessings. You are a beautiful soul and so worthy of love and happiness ❤️🤩✨