Girl same with me when i started
The attention definitely helps lol, and you definitely have my attention ❤️
Hope you can get over the self esteem stuff, its shitty. I dealt with it by just not thinking and pressing the send button instead. Cant think about it if its already done!
Come out of your shell on your own time, but dont mind me if i hold treats outside your shell to lure you out more 😅❤️