oh oh no oh oh nonoononononono this is so scary, nononnoonoononononono i don't like this oh nonono not at all, no....

no, this in so very uncomfy oh gosh no, oh, oh, oh oh god no. that's not a fun softie rp scene or whatever, that's just aggressive voilence and using wanna be affectionate words but in a sad way... no, noononno, no this is so scary, oh on, nononono i wouldn't want to give no receive oh gosh no, pain, pain oh no, aggressive angry loud piercing angry evil pain oh no...

wheres the aftercare... there is none... that's not fun at all, no, where are the soft kissies, where are the comfy huggies, this is just so very aggressive and uncomfy and like "oh no im a child and lost my family and now i live with some weird scary people who picked me up" kinda vibes... this is so very scary and terrible scary aggressive angry evil painful wanna-be-playful... no.. no, nonononono, not this.

if... if there were no aggressive pain and such and if there would be aftercare that would be different.... i can see how that's exciting i think but i'm stretching my mind to do it.

.... to each their own. if im too scared for this, others may find it really fun. but... when i hear pain.. no, everything goes down, i say out loud "oh no, oh nonono not this" but not in the putting your hand on your mouth excitedly way but more in the almost pressing Ctrl+W way...