erowid.org was a lifesaver for me back in my experimenting days.

Ketamine is a dissociative, so if you take enough to "k-hole," you aren't "feeling like you're detained" anywhere because you aren't feeling anything about your surroundings. It's 100% internal (and a wild fucking ride hahah). I prefer it to psychedelics because for me it lacked the anxiety and confusing "weirdness" that almost always comes along with those.

It is also very safe in terms of acute doses. Which is why we literally use it to sedate infants. It's only bad on your body (bladder) when you use it habitually.

You'd love the psychonaut wiki then! https://psychonautwiki.org/wiki/Ketamine#Subjective_effects

See "Experience reports" section for anecdotal examples.