After coming out of the closet I quit my job at the metal workshop. Only rural conservative folks there.
I tried college again but failed. I worked some blue collar job and factory work. I felt less dysphoric around men than women. And office work isn't bad either, I could finally wear skirts, dresses and nice shoes to work. But in the end I am looking to go back to some blue collar environment. Wanna work with my hands more. I dont mind that I'd wear more work clothes, I am more butch already.