brother your vent is way too influential ngl.
:::Depression rant, a little graphic
I don't know if I am suicidal or not but I do wish I didn't exist, almost daily and that too very elaborate, like eating a bullet and meeting the pavement head first from a height and I am very mentally disturbed, like when I am depressed really I imagine myself rotting in dumpyard:::
And I ask myself why am I living? The only answer I get is, myself. Thinking about politics and the worsening state of affairs just make me want to day dream about ww3 and post apoc situations ... and see worsening mental health