Maybe you just proved Scientology right - learning that story is the “Wall of Fire” and being exposed to it is supposed to make you sick or even kill you if you haven’t paid thousands for all of the courses aren’t spiritually prepared.

Another thing that is supposed to be deeply traumatic is to flap your hands like a clamshell opening and closing. It harkens back to when your thetans were in an oyster body or something. Operation Clambake was a classic anonymous thing, back when 4chan wasn’t just about racial slurs and posting pictures talking about the Black Veil Brides singer’s shit.